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Sunny Smith shares with us how she gets through the 15 minutes of doom in: "Insecure Writers Group: March 2012."
Mark Hoopman reminds of us the difficulties of writing with children in: "IWSG: Worried about WIP."
Cherie Reich reminds of one of the most important parts of writing in:"IWSG: Believe."
Erin Shakespear brings us a boost of enthusiasm to write in: "A Strange Thing."
Ingrid shares about several of the blogs that both her and I love in: "A Little Blog Love."
I share Ingrid again (because what she has to share here every person on earth should listen to) in her post on: "When someone shows you who they are."
Bayard and Holmes share their honest feelings in: "Bayard and Holmes Cybersmack: Rush Limbaugh."
Kim Switzer shares about the process of finding direction in ones writing in: "Which Way to Where?"
Kristen Lamb shows us the similarities of the history of warfare and of writing in: "The Modern Author: A New Breed of Writer for the Digital Age of Publishing."
Morgan Dragonwillow's contest is still running! Here a link to check it out: "Fantasy Fiction Writing Contest I: Day 16."
Team Oyeniyi gives us a taste of Autumn in Australia in: "Autumn."
Karen Sandler promoted herself (as opposed to me promoting her) in: "Tankborn Sequels."
Carl Duzette tells us all about Try/Fail Cycles in: "Why three is a magic number."
And now for some creative stalling so I don't have to tell you what I'm insecure about yet.
Okay that's probably enough stalling. I should tell you why I'm insecure at the moment. I've been doing a ton of writing of late. I write emails, blogs, comments and I spend hours at this a day. I try very hard to have a blog that is of a professional quality and content. However, it has taken away from my time to work on my WIP: "Crimes of the Umbramancer."
Now I know how my drafting process goes when I write stories, and it scares me a lot more when I'm working on a novel that I do this. Typically I write a certain amount of the essay or story, about a third and then I start over. Then I write about half to two thirds and then I start over. And then during my third attempt I finish my first draft. Then once again I start over. Sometime after that the final draft is done.
I hit the point recently in the book where everything inside me is saying that it is time to start over. And I'm fighting it because I don't want to. I've gotten about 40,000 words into this story. The last thing I want to do right now is start over. An essay is only a couple of thousand words. So is a blog. (Though my blogging process only requires about a single to two starts before I have a finished product.) So I guess I'm scared at the moment.
To top it all off, I've been reading Larry Correia's Monster Hunter International (next month's promotional book), and I realized why I need to start over. The beginning of my story is flawed. I knew it was flawed when I began, but I now know why and it is bothering me day and night. I know that I need to start over differently. But is it wrong for me to feel this way?
Now I'm not really looking for advice. I know the answer to this problem. It is pretty simple. "Write the damned book, Jayrod!" I hear this from folks who hear the synopsis and really want to read it fairly frequently (omitting the damned part, of course). So I am at a place where I want to be finished with the draft by the end of April, but I know I have to start over and I'm scared. That's my insecurity this month. By next week I'll have about six thousand words on my restart. How do I know that? Cause I'm depending on ya'll to keep me honest.
I know that if I share a goal like that with everyone who reads my blog they will push me to be the best me that I can be. And part of that is getting my words down. I know, pretty lame isn't it? I need peer pressure to write. Well honestly I need social interaction to write. Which is one of the reason's the blog is healthy because it gets so much more interaction that I do when I'm doing the WIP.
I'm a social person. I'm not your typical writer (at least I don't think I am). I need social energy to write. I realize to generate this energy sometimes I need to do things that are weird, such as be a part of several writing communities. Or support writers that I think are awesome. Or share a little bit of who I am with you. That's part of the reason I'm giving away one bundle of books this month. Karen Sandler's Tankborn (Did you notice her blog earlier?) and Samuel Delany's Dhalgren. For each person who follows the blog (inclusive to those who joined since the beginning of March) I'll put your name into the contest three times. And for each person who comments on each post for the month I'll put you down for one per comment. I know I need interaction, I know I need to support the writers I believe in. This really is a way for us to continue our conversation and also support those I believe in.
Next time I'll have my next blog series prepared on weapons. Hey we aren't just about culture here, the sci-fi and fantasy kids need to get some toys too. I just hope the ideas presented enable all writers to find tools to generate more diverse fiction. This is Jayrod Garrett, the First OG, with just one question for you. Do social networks help you to write?